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poem-a-day challenge: six words

Write a poem every day of April with the 2020 April Poem-A-Day Challenge. Write a six words poem.

For today’s prompt, write a poem that uses the following six words:
bump, embrace, fixture, howl, lonely, resolve

How did I come up with this list? Actually, it’s a tie-in to our Shakespeare Week that starts today, because the Bard is actually credited with inventing all six of these words. Pretty cool, eh? For sestina fans, I kind of intentionally made it six words for a reason. So let’s get writing!

(33 lamentable words coined by William Shakespeare.)

Remember: These prompts are just springboards; you have the freedom to jump in any direction you want. In other words, it’s more important to write a new poem than to stick to the prompt. — Robert Lee Brewer, Writer’s Digest


six words

I remember believing
the struggles brought on
by your depression and anxiety
were, while serious,
just a bump we would have to get over
in raising you
to the happy and successful adulthood you would have.
To the life you would embrace
when you could leave behind the petty pedantry
of compulsory education
and learn what you wanted to learn
and do what you wanted to do
create what you wanted to create
beholden to no one.

But the dark clouds
became a fixture
and your increasing discomfort
a howl, as they blocked out the moon
until there was no light at all
and you, lonely in the blackness
lost hope
even as we
with parental resolve unrelenting
and a love beyond explanation
tried to reach you.
Our every effort still failed
to illuminate the solitary place
in which you found yourself trapped.

In the end it didn’t matter what I believed,
what I still believe:
that you would somehow have found comfort
and ease
and satisfaction,
a life worth living,

if you could have held on.


When I read Robert Lee Brewer’s initial direction of writing a six-words poem, at first I thought of the idea of six-word stories. This poem was going to be pretty fast and easy (and short)! But then I clicked through and read the real instructions. Hmmm, it would likely be much harder than I thought.

After I worked the first two words into the poem, and realized they were in the order presented, I challenged myself to include the other four words also sequentially — not a requirement, but something I wanted to see if I could do.

The title, six words, obviously refers to the prompt. But I’ve also included my six-word story as the last line.

tags: aprpad, poetry month, poem, six words, suicide, suicidal thoughts, darkness, loss of hope, loss of a child, depression, anxiety
Sunday 04.19.20
Posted by Susan Ward
 

license

For today’s prompt, write a license poem. There are many different licenses available to people. Fishing license, driver’s license, license plate, license to kill, and marriage license. Poem doesn’t have to be about the license, but it could mention a license, happen at a licensing office, or well, use your poetic license. — Robert Lee Brewer, Writer’s Digest

I’m taking poetic license today and writing from Rader’s point of view. This one may be disturbing; suicidal thoughts described.

License

It’s been fifteen years and
three hundred fifty-nine days.

Five thousand eight hundred thirty-eight days.
Day follows day follows day,
always the same.

How can I bear another day?

Sixteenth birthday, six days away,
driver’s license within reach,
but I can’t find the will to practice;
everything is exhausting.

Plus there’s nowhere I want to go.
There isn’t anywhere I want to be;
I don’t want to be here.

There is no route by car
to get to a place
where it doesn’t hurt like this
where I don’t feel like this
there is no such place.
There will never be any such place.

What I want is license to let go.


To anyone reading this who is struggling: Rader’s thinking was wrong. Mortally wrong, because depression lies. Life is worth living and does get better. Help of so many kinds is available. If you’re in crisis, please tell someone! You also can call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, 1-800-273-8255, or click here for their online chat. You can text the Crisis Text Line at 741741. If you have an ongoing battle with suicidal thoughts, make a safety plan that’s easy to put into motion when life starts to get overwhelming. The NotOK App is one you can have right at hand, on your phone, to alert trusted contacts to check on you when you’re in need. There’s no one else like you, and you are so loved. Please stay.

tags: aprpad, poetry, driver's license, suicidal thoughts, point of view
Friday 04.19.19
Posted by Susan Ward